…. & nightmarish the contents/events depicted in this documented story. I have not finished reading this, nor do I know if I shall reach the last page – if I shall feel compelled to continue on this God forsaken journey: I am on chapter*5 – I’ve paused out of the sheer bewilderment & exasperation that I am experiencing… There was nothing that I have ever read in books, newspapers; nor heard, or seen in movies to prepare me for this: Heavy – very heavy.