James Holden is a disgusting predator and I do not care to listen further to hear the explanation. No explanation excuses his behavior or his treatment of others. No thank you.
Also slight trigger warning for the beginning. I think the sex scene is dubious at best. I think if it’s not an enthusiastic yes then it’s a no. James Holden didn’t ask and Theo didn’t explicitly say no but Theo is drunk and keeps wondering why he isn’t stopping this from happening. That’s dubious enough for me to be uncomfortable, so proceed with caution if that may be triggering for you.