Struggle is the key word here. Admittedly, I am not finished with this book yet, but it’s been a struggle to get through. I keep stopping to rewind and hear things over again or pausing and taking breaks to avoid finishing it too quickly. I mean that in the best way. The narration for this is UNREAL. I don’t understand how the narrator manages to convey so much feeling with his voice. It truly brings the characters to life. The complexity of these characters both together and independently makes the story so much richer. I am so scared for what will happen in the climax and I absolutely dread hearing “the end”. This is one of the best MM romances I’ve ever read.