to much P.I.A. I call it pain in the a$$ .over the top self-loathing if it were realistic someone like this would be dead due to to much overthinking and self hate would be to paralyzed to function. and the irritating disrespect stuff .I want to be swept up in the adventure but I did find fast forwarding thru some areas cause like my review it got long winded, almost like the self hate stuff was filler . Give it a try it’s decent and like most in this genre somewhat predictable. but I did like it .