1- I think trigger warnings should be listed with audio books. Around chapter 40 I wasn’t expecting to listen to that and would probably have skipped the book if I knew what was coming. That hurt and I ugly sobbed.
2-female narrator was excellent and I’d happily listen to her again, make narrator sounds soooooooo much older than the MMC. Like if he was reading for a 60+ male character I’d say he was perfectly cast
3- the synopsis doesn’t really prepare you for this book. I think I mostly enjoyed it (except that one part I really hated) and it had some really interesting plot twists (one I felt pleased I guessed correctly). If you enjoy a darker book with BDSM and breathe play, this is absolutely the read for you
4- spoiler
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The trigger warning for child death was only listed when I went to the authors website. What it doesn’t tell you is that it isn’t something that just happened, but an entire scene played out in detail that hurt so deeply to listen to or to have read it. I have kids, if I knew ahead of time I could have skipped the entire thing and saved myself the entire sobfest and emotional hangover. So if you don’t want to hear about it and you notice around chapter 40 they are talking about his son…skip ahead