Just tired of all the survival stories leaving me TOTALLY depressed. Know I rather die than try to survive though raping, murdering and torture and any other horrible thing that can be done. Only to survive with the ability to live is destroyed becaUse the land and animaLs have been killed off that I don’t thing it can come back from it. I’m so depressed, was going to start prepping, but now wouldn’t was to be in a world thaT is now incapable the thrive-planet Earth is now unlivable with no hope. Will need something happy in between books.